singin the blues

After fasting last night so I could get bloodwork done for an annual physical, I was doing pretty good. Mood wise that is. I was on the deck repairing the frontroom screens when 1st my son Jonathan,then Grandma-Monica's Mother called. Jon and I talked of his Mom and happy times, then Grandma called crying. I suppose it's a day even worse for her.

I feel bad for Molly cause she feels so helpless. Not knowing how to help. It is better this year than last,perhaps next year will be even better. Tomorrow is my friend Nina's 3rd anniversary of Jack's passing. I hope she does better. She's getting ready for her wedding to Joe so maybe it won't hit her as hard. I hope.

Sounds like we missed a good time at karaoke last night. wish it could have been earlier. I'm so tired waking up at 4 am , I can only imagine how wiped out I'd be if we were singing till 11 pm.

I'm fasting tonight to prepare for tomorrow morning's blood test. Just part of the annual exam. thanks God I found a doc that uses the PSA test rather than the finger prostate exam. My last doctor was kinda big with big fingers, Ouch !! It's funny how you miss stuff, almonds, chips, candy, when you have to fast.

It was a bad day at work today. 2 of the older guys tried to blame me for a problem at work. I went to one of them,proved him wrong, he tried to say it was something else I did, proved him wrong again. You would think maybe an apology would be proper? Nothing. My boss happened to be passing by and I told him. He said we can't go around placing blame and I kinda blew up, pointing out how I work my ass off while others- the 2 complainers- coast by doing as little as possible. Oh well, I got my point across.